The Jesus Incident
There is a gateway to the imagination you
must enter before you are conscious and the keys to the gate are symbols.
You are carry ideas through the gate...but you must carry the ideas in
symbols.
--Raja Flattery, Chaplain/Psychiatrist
St. Augustine asked the right question: "Does freedom come from chance or
choice?" And you must remember that quantum mechanics guarantees chance.
--Raja Flattery, The Book of Ship
The all-pervading, characterless background of the universe--this is the
void. It is not object nor senses. It is the region of illusions.
--Kerro Panille, Buddha and Avata
A deliberately poor move chosen at random along the line of plan can
completely change the theoretical structure of a game.
--Bicket quote, Shiprecords
Human hybernation is to animal hibernation as animal hibernation is to
constant wakefulness. In its reduction of life processes, hybernation
approached absolute stasis. It is nearer death than life.
--Dictionary of Science, 101th Edition
Dig your stubborn heels
Firm into dirt.
And where is the dirt going?
--Kerro Panille, The Collected Poems
Why are you humans always so ready to carry the terrible burdens of your
past?
--Kerro Panille, Questions from the Avata
Gods have plans, too.
--Morgan Oakes, The Diaries
The fearful are often holders of the most dangerous power. They become
demoniac when they see the workings of all the life around them. Seeing the
strengths as well as the weaknesses, they fasten only on the weaknesses.
--Shipquotes
A good bureaucracy is the best tool of oppression ever invented.
--Jesus Lewis, The Oakes Diaries
Poetry, like consciousness, drops the insignificant digits.
--Raja Flattery, Shiprecords
Perhaps the immobility of the things that surround us is forced upon them
by our conviction that they are themselves and not anything else, and by the
immobility of our conceptions of them.
--Marcel Proust, Shiprecords
As I am your creation, you are Mine. You are My satellites and I am
yours. Your personas are My impersonations. We melt into ONE at the touch of
infinity.
--Raja Flattery, The Book of Ship
Just as a technician learns to use his tools, you can be taught to use
other people to create whatever you desire. This becomes more potent when
you can create the special person for your special purpose.
--Morgan Oakes, The Diaries
From you, Avata learns of a great poet-philosopher who said: "Until you
meet an alien intelligence, you will not know what it is to be human."
And Avata did not know what it was to be Avata. True, and poetic. But poetry
is what's lost in translation. Thus, we now permit you to call this place
Pandora and to call us Avata. The first among you, though, called us
vegetable. In this, Avata saw the deeper meaning of your history and felt
fear. You ingest vegetable to use the energy gathered by others. With you,
the others end. With Avata, the others live. Avata used minerals, uses rock,
uses sea, uses the suns--and from all this, Avata nurses life. With rock,
Avata calms the sea and silences the turbulence inherited from the rip of
suns and moons.
Knowing human, Avata remembers all. It is best to remember so Avata
remembers. We eat our history and it is not lost. We are one tongue and one
mind; the storms of confusions cannot steal us from one another, cannot pry
us from our grip to rock, to the firmament that cups the sea around us and
washes us clean with the tides. This is so because we make it so.
We fill the sea and clam it with our body. The creatures of water find
sanctuary in Avata's shadow, feed in our light. They breathe the riches we
exude. They fight among themselves for what we discard. They ignore us in
their ravages and we watch them grow, watch them flare in the sea like suns
and disappear into the far side of night.
The sea feeds us; it washes in and out, and we return to the sea in kind.
Rock is Avata's strength and as strength grows so grows the nest. Rock is
Avata's communion, ballast and blood. With all this, Avata orders quiet in
the sea and subdues the fitful rages of the tides. Without Avata, the sea
screams its fury in rock and ice; it whips the winds of hot madness. Without
Avata, the rage of the sea returns to smother this globe in blackness and a
thin white horizon of death.
This is so because we make it so--Avata: barometer of life.
Atom to atom to molecule; molecule to chain and chain winding around and
around the magnificence of light; then cell to cell, and cell to blastula,
cilia to tentacle, and from stillness blossoms the motion of life.
Avata harvests the mysterious gas of the sea and is born into the world of
clouds and mountains, into the world stars walk in fear. Avata sails high
with the gas from the sea to find the country of the spark of life. There,
Avata gives self to love, thence back to the sea, and the circle is complete
but unfinished.
Avata feeds and is fed. Sheltered, Avata shelters, eats and is eaten, loves
and is loved. Growth is the Avata way. In growth is life. As death resides
in stillness, Avata strives for stillness in growth, a balance of flux, and
Avata lives.
This is so because Avata makes it so.
If you know this of the alien intelligence and still find it alien, you do
not know what it is to be human.
--Kerro Panille, Translations from the Avata
You are called Project Consciousness, but your true goal is to explore
beyond the imprinted pattern of all humankind. Inevitably, you must ask: Is
consciousness only a special kind of hallucination? Do you raise
consciousness or lower its threshold? The danger in the latter course is
that you bring up the military analogue: you are confined to action.
--Original Charge to the Voidship Chaplain/Psychiatrist
A word of caution about our genetic programs. When we breed for speed, we
breed as well for very specific kinds of decisions. Speed chops out, edits
out certain kinds of reflexive choices and long-term consideration.
Everything becomes the decision of the moment.
--Jesus Lewis, The E-Clone Directive
Clones are property and that's that!
--Morgan Hempstead, Moonbase Director
The mind falls, the will drives on.
--Kerro Penille, The Collected Poems
Beware, for I am fearless and therefore powerful. I will watch with the
wiliness of a snake, that I may sting with its venom. You shall repent of
the injuries you inflict.
--Frankenstein' s Monster Speaks, Shiprecords
Nostalgia represents an interesting illusion. Through nostalgia, humans
wish for things that never were. The positive memory is the one that sticks.
Over several generations, the positive memory tends to weed out more and
more of what really existed, refining down to a distillation of haunted
desires.
--Shipquotes
Religion begins where men seek to influence a god. The biblical scapegoat
and Christian Redeemer are cast from the same ancient mould--the human
subservient to an unpredictable universe (or unpredictable king) and seeking
to rid himself of the guilt which brings down the wrath of the all-powerful.
--Raja Flattery, The Book of Ship
Judgment prepares you to enter the stream of chance and use your will.
You use judgment to modulate will. Thinking is the performance of the
moment. You sit in judgement, a convection center for the currents where
past prepares a future. It is a balancing act.
--Kerro Penille, The Avata Argue
The mind is a mirror of the universe.
See the reflections?
The universe is no mirror for the mind.
Nothing out there
Nothing in here
Shows ourselves.
--Kerro Penille, The Collected Poems
You speak of gods. Very will. Avata speaks that language now. Avata says
consciousness is the Species-God's gift to the individual. Conscience is the
Individual-God's gift to the species. In conscience you find the structure,
the form of consciousness, the beauty.
--Kerro Penille, Translations from the Avata
You call Avata "Firefly in the night of the sea." Avata has doubts about
such words because Avata sees the landscape of your mind. Avata moves
through your landscape with difficulty. It shifts and twists and changes as
Avata goes through. But Avata has made such journeys before. Avata is an
explorer of such landscapes. Your phantoms are Avata's guides. We are linked
in motion.
What is this thing you call "the natural universe"? Is that something taken
from your god? Ahh, you have separated your parts to create the unique. You
do not need this separation for your creations. This fluid evasiveness of
your landscape is your strength. The patterns...ahhh, the patterns. From
yourself come the forces which shape the course of each thought. Why do you
confine your thought in a tiny fixed landscape?
You find a distinction measurement and preparation of your landscape. You
continually prepare, saying: "I am going to say something about..." But that
limits what you say and it tells your listener to accept your limits. All
such measurement and limiting date back to a common system in a simple,
linear landscape. Look about you, Human! Where do your senses find such
simplicity?
Does a second look at the landscape yield the same view as the first look?
Why is your will so inflexible?
A magical affinity between object and likeness, between being and symbol,
underlies all symbol systems. It is the assumed foundation of language. The
word for thing or object in most languages is related to the word for say or
speak and these, in turn, have their roots in magic.
--Kerro Penille, I Sing to the Avata
An infinite universe presents infinite examples of unreasoned acts, often
capricious and threatening, godlike in their mystery. Without god-powers,
conscious reasoning cannot explore and make this universe absolutely known;
there must remain mysteries beyond what is explained. The only reason in
this universe is that which you, in your ungodlike hubris, project onto the
universe. In this, you retain kinship with your most primitive ancestors.
--Raja Thomas, Shiprecords
I play the song to which you must dance. To you is left the freedom of
improvisation. This improvisation is what you call free will.
--The Oakes Covenant
There is fear in the infinite, in the unlimited chaos of the
unstructured. But this boundless "place" is the never-ending resource of
that which you call talent, that ability which peels away the fear, exposing
its structure and form, creating beauty. This is why the talented people
among you are feared. And it is wise to fear the unknown, but only until you
see the new-found fearlessness which identity beautifies.
--Kerro Penille, Translations from the Avata
My imagination was too much exalted by my first success to permit me to
doubt of my ability to give life to an animal as complex and wonderful as
man.
--Mary Shelley's Frankenstein, Shiprecords
Absolute dependence is the hallmark of religion. It posits the supplicant
and the one who dispenses gifts. The supplicant employs ritual and prayer in
the attempt to influence (control) the dispenser of gifts. The kinship
between this relationship and the days of absolute monarchs cannot be
overlooked. This dependence on supplication gives to the keeper of those two
essentials--the ritual paraphernalia and the purity of prayerful forms (that
is, to the Chaplain)--a power akin to that of the gift dispenser.
--"Training the Chaplain/Psychiatrist" Moonbase Documents (from Shiprecords)
Cain rose up against Abel, his brother, and slew him. And the Lord said
unto Cain, "Where is Abel, thy brother?" and he said, "I know not: am I my
brother's keeper?" and He said, "What hast thou done? The voice of thy
brother's blood cries unto Me from the ground."
--Christian Book of the Dead, Shiprecords
Humans spend their lives in mazes. If they escape and cannot find another
maze, they create one. What is this passion for testing?
--Kerro Panille, Questions for the Avata
The clone of a clone does not necessarily stay closer to the original
than a clone of the older original. It depends on cellular interference and
other elements which may be introduced. Passage of time always introduces
other elelments.
--Jesus Lewis, The New Cloning Manual
Humankerro: Does the listener protect his own sense of understanding and
consciousness?"
Avata: "Ahhh, you are building barriers."
Humankerro: "That's what you call the illusion of understanding, is it not?"
Avata: "If you understand, then you cannot learn. By saying you understand,
you construct barriers."
Humankerro: "But I can remember understanding things."
Avata: "Memory only understands the presence or absence of electrical
signals."
Humankerro: "Then what's the combination, the program for learning?"
Avata: "Now you open the path. It is the program which counts in the most
literal sense."
Humankerro: "But what are the rules?"
Avata: "Are there rules underlying every aspect of human life? It that your
question?"
Humankerro: "That appears to be the question."
Avata: "Then answer it. What are the rules for being human?"
Humankerro: "But I asked you!"
Avata: "But you are human and I am Avata."
Humankerro: "Well, what are the rules for being Avata?"
Avata: "Ahhhh, Humankerro, we embody such knowledge but we cannot know it."
Humankerro: "You appear to be saying that such knowledge cannto be reduced
to language."
Avata: "Language cannot occur in a reference vacuum."
Humankerro: "Don't we know what we're talking about?"
Avata: "Using language involves much more than recognizing strings of words.
Language and the world to which it refers..."
Humankerro: "The script of the play."
Avata: "The script, yes. The script of the game and its world must be
interrelated. How can you substitute a word or some other symbol for every
cellular element of your body?"
Humankerro: "I can talk with my body."
Avata: "For that, you do not need a script."
--Kerro Panille, The Avata, "The Q & A Game"
The mystery of consciousness? Erroneous data--significant results.
--P. Weygand, Voidship Med-tech
As the rock silences the sea, the One in one silences the universe.
--Kerro Penille, Translations from the Avata
The universe has no center.
--Shipquotes
Man also knows not his time: as the fishes that are taken in an evil net,
and as the birds that are caught in the snare; so are the sons of men snared
in an evil time, when it falls suddenly upon them.
--Christian Book of the Dead, Shiprecords
I like seeing things fall into place.
--Kerro Panille, The Notebooks
The family feeds its fledgling, and under the nest weaves
twigs--Intelligence is a poor cousin to understanding.
--Kerro Panille, The Collected Poems
Hittite law emphasized restitution rather than revenge. Humankind lost a
certain useful practicality when it chose the other Semitic response--never
to forgive and never to forget.
--Lost People, Shiprecords
Remember that I have power; you believe yourself miserable, but I can
make you so wretched that the light of day will be hateful to you. You are
my creator, but I am your master.
--Frankenstein's Monster Speaks, Shiprecords
Though a pendulum's arc may vary, its period does not. Each swing
requires the same amount of time. Consider the last swing and its
infinitesimal arc. That is where we are truly alive: in the last period of
the pendulum.
--Kerro Panille, The Notebooks
Avata informs through the esoteric symbols of Avata's history reduced to
dreams and to images which often can be translated only by the dreamer, not
by Avata.
--Kerro Panille, History of the Avata
In your terms, Self may be called Avata. Not hylighter, not kelp, not
'lectrokelp, but Avata. That is the Great Self in the language from your
animal past. Avata. Finding this label in you, Avata knows we sing the same
song. Through each other, Avata and human know Self. No second measurement
for Avata. Same value every time. No separate qualities or forms. Thus with
human.
Avata. But not Avata.
To name is to limit, to control. To name without knowing your limit is to
hinder the knowing. At best, it is a diversion. At worst, it is a
misrepresentation, a stolen label, a death. To name a thing falsely and to
act thereafter on the name--that is killing, a cutting of the spiritual
leaf, the death of the stem. A thing is Self or it Other. The naming is a
matter of proximity.
Avata identifies the speciesfold magnetification, the magnetism of
proximity; the wavelength of space: humanthomas humankerro, humanjessup,
humanolakes. Avata concludes lack of sensory organ necessary to
differentiate between clone and human. Avata does not consider this lack a
weakness or misrepresentation.
Avata is one in hylighter and kelp, not separate in either, nor the same.
Cells differ but share the One. Before human, Avata did not distinguish.
Both are Self. Avata would teach you the self of Other, the human in clone.
Some things are because you name them. You perpetuate them in your language,
you commiserate over the woe they have wrought you.
Say simply that these things are not so. Do not change the label but the
labelness. Eliminate them from your life by washing them first from your
tongue. Ignoring that which is false is also a knowing. Thus--learning. To
learn is to grow and to grow is to live. You may practice forgetting and
thus learn.
"Home."
That is your label for this place, humankerro. Avata washes your tongue here
that you may properly inflect the name and then forget it. Avata brings you
this to cleanse you of expectancies, that you may learn the cues to which
Avata responds or refuses to respond.
This is how you learn Avata. You are both lower level and higher level, and
the continuity is the continuity of your will. Observe the vine which is all
Avata winding through "Home." Grasp the vine. Cup the waters in your hands
and drink.
You are the observer-effect.
--Kerro Panille, Translations from the Avata.
And the Lord God said, "Behold the man is become as one of us, to know
good and evil: and now, lest he put forth his hand, and take also of the
tree of life, and eat, and live forever: Therefore the Lord God sent him
forth from the Garden of Eden to till the ground from whence he was taken.
So he drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the Garden of Eden
Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of
the tree of life.
--Christian Book of the Dead, Shiprecords
Even the seemingly immortal gods survive only as long as they are
required by mortal men.
--The Oakes Covenant
Human, do you know how interesting it is, this thing you describe? Avata
does not have a god. How is it that you have a god? Avata his Self, has this
universe. But you have a god. Where did you find this god?
--Kerro Panille, Translations from the Avata.
In a fit of enthusianstic madness I created a rational creature and was
bound towards him to assure, as far as was in my power, his happiness and
well-being. This was my duty, but there was another still paramount to that.
My duties towards the beings of my own species had greater claims to my
attention because they included a greater proportion of happiness or misery.
--Dr. Frankenstein Speaks, Shiprecords
And the Lord said, "Behold, the people is one, and they have all one
language...and now nothing will be restrained from them which they have
imagined to do. Let us go down and confound their language that they may not
understand one another's speech."
--Christian Book of the Dead, Shiprecords
CONSCIOUS: from Latin com, with scire (to know).
CONSCIENCE: from Lation com(intensive), with scire.
CONSCIOUS: to know; conscience--to know well (or, in the vernacular, to know
better).
--Shiprecords
Inflection is the adjective of language. It carries the subtleties of
delight and horror, the essence of culture and social process. Such is the
light-pattern displayed by the kelp; such is the song of the hylighter.
--Kerro Panille, History of the Avata (from the "Preface")
Myths are not fiction, but history seen with a poet's eyes and recounted
in a poet's terms.
--Shiprecords
The prophets of Israel who preached the idea of the nucleus of ten good
men required for a city's survival, built this concept on the Talmudic idea
of the Thirty-Six Just Ones whose existence in each generation is necessary
for the survival of Humankind.
--Judaism's Book of the Dead, Shiprecords
Poet
You see bones up ahead
where there are none,
By the time we get there
so do they...
--Hali Ekel, Private Letters
As the Jesuits recognized, a key function of logic limits argument and,
therefore, confines the thinking process. As far back as the Vedanta, this
way of tying down the wild creativity of thought was codified into seven
logic-directing categories: Quality, Substance, Action, Generality,
Particularity, Intimate Relation and Non-existence (or Negation). These were
thought to define the true limits of the symbolic universe. The recognition
that all symbol processes are inherently open-ended and infinite came much
later.
--Raja Thomas, Shiprecords
The forgotten language of our animal past conveys the necessity for
challenges. Not to be challenged is to atrophy. And the ultimate challenge
is to overcome entropy, to break through those barriers which enclose and
isolate life, limiting the energy for work and fulfillment.
--Kerro Panille, I Sing to the Avata
Behold, these are a small troop, and indeed they are enraging us; and we
are a host on our guard.
--Muslim Book of the Dead, Shiprecords
Through the process of nostalgic filtering, Earth assumed for the Shipmen
fairyland characteristics. The different strains of people, telling their
different historical memories, could only make such stories mix in a
paradise setting. No Shipmen ever experienced every Earthly place and clime
and society. Thus, over the may generations, the reinforcement of positive
memories left only the faith in how things were.
--Kerro Panille, History of the Avata
A horrible feeling came over me--a terrible amusement, for I believed
that humankind, through the filtering of Ship's manipulations and the great
passage of time, had lost the very ability to engage in war. I thought war
had been bred and conditioned out of them at the very moment when they
needed this ability the most.
--The Thomas Diatribes, Shiprecords
This the true human knows:
the strings of all the ways
make up a cable of great strength
and great purpose...
--Kerro Panille, The Collected Poems
SHIP: I have taught you about the classical Pandora and her box.
PANILLE: I know how this planet got its name.
SHIP: Where would you hide when the serpents and shadows oozed out of the
box?
PANILLE: Under the lid, of course.
--Kerro Panille, Shiprecords
Man also knows not his time: as the fishes that are taken in an evil net
and as the birds that are caught in the snare; so are the sons of men snared
in an evil time, when it falls suddenly upon them.
--Christian Book of the Dead, Shiprecords
Once my fancy was soothed with dream of virtue, of fame and of enjoyment.
Once I falsely hoped to meet with beings who, pardoning my outward form,
would love me for the excellent qualities which I was capable of unfolding.
--Frankenstein's Monster Speaks, Shiprecords
Why shouldst Thou cause a man to put himself to shame by begging aid,
when it is in Thy power, O Lord, to vouchsafe him his necessities in an
honorable fashion?
--A Kahan, Atereth ha-Zaddikim, Shiprecords
When humans act as spokesmen for the gods, mortality becomes more
important than morality. Martyrdom corrects this discrepancy but only for a
brief interval. The sorry thing about martyrs is that they are not around to
explain what it all meant. Nor do they stay to see the terrible consequences
of martyrdom.
--You Are Spokesmen for Martyrs, Raja Thomas, Shiprecords
This fetus cannot be brought to term. It cannot be a fruit of the human
tree. No human could accelerate its own fetal development. No human could
tap the exterior world for its needed energy. No human could communicate
before departing the womb. We must abort it or kill both mother and child.
--Sy Murdoch, The Lewis Exchange, Shiprecords
In that hour when the Egyptians died in the Red Sea the ministers wished
to sing the song of praise before the Holy One, but he rebuked them saying:
My handiwork is drowning in the sea; would you utter a song before me in
honor of that?
--The Sandedrin, Shiprecords